I let myself goAnd how!
A death wish for myself
I let them see, touch and feel
I let them come in me, I let them steal
I let the robbers loot me penniless
And the lovers, love me to pieces
I let the rapists have the pleasure of my cries
I let the saints sin to my heaving breast’s sighs
The children went back home, red faced and flustered
The old had to drag their feet back home, restless
I let all of it go
Each thrust of a man unknown, breaks me a little inside
Each thrust of a man unknown, makes your image, harder to hide
Each thrust of a man unknown, I resist yet I want
I want to exist no more, the woman you loved.
Yet at nights when I am left alone
In shadows flickering I catch your reflection
And I howl and scream rending the heavens asunder
But they never send you back
So I sin.